orientation finally came to a close on thurs night.

could be my very last major council event. good or bad? hmm i dunno.

good. i have more time to focus on my studies and catch up on what i've missed.

bad. my council term is coming to an end. and i dun wan it to ever end because i feel so attached to the councilors.

RAH.

oh wells. BT1 is in 9days time and i'm here blogging. what the hell. i ought to be mugging!!

there're too many times when i told myself i can do it and i must do it. but there's just a part of me that is just too tired.

it's all mental!! haha.

was just talking to xun online. and i find that i can fully understand how he feels. tired. wells. we can pull thru! (:

oh yes. do not digress.

ORIENTATION TWO. it was a blast la!! TELLERIA WON!! yes! our dynamite and hakka cheers was so intimidating we won!! WOOHOO! shioks. and the disco. although the hall was still kinda bright la. but u can see all the councilors going mad while on duty as well. hahahah! we just need a channel to let out stress. haha.. super fun. i will miss orientation. both being in it and conducting it.

that night after finale those councilors taking bio SPA were super stressed having to take SPA the very next day. we tried all our means to contact teachers to see whether if it's possible to change shifts and stuff. nothing seemed to be going right. and some of us were so stressed up we broke down. like WOW. seriously. SPA has nvr been seen as something SO important before. never before. haha. and i prayed again. hard.

and i thank God so much that the next morning i find myself sitting in the AVA with the rest of the councilors taking bio SPA and those who were in the first shift were shifted to either 2nd or 3rd shift. honestly. that couple of hours did matter. and im glad my skill D was ok though my skill C was still screwed nvrtheless. haha. well it's over at least i can heave a sigh of relief.

alrights. i shall stop here. i dun have much high hopes this time but BT1 HERE I COME. i am motivated. i can do it. i must do it. and i will. (like real) haha kiddin.

ciaos!